I can't take it
This thing called life
No I don't want to die
I want to live
Not like this
Home
Where what heart is?
Alone, forever alone
I know I have failed
Yet you remind
Remind that I will forever be nothing
Never truly alive
Never truly there
Never truly caring
Never truly family
You save me
Or you did
You are my unstable rock,
Unstable
If you are gone
Who will Smile?
Who will be proud?
Who will love me?
Teach me?
That's okay
I am all grown up
Too fast
What choice?
Forever alone
Yet surrounded
Surrounded by ideals
By hope that is all burnt out
For all I want
Someone to care
Someone to be there
Someone